Angelina

2007-06-22T17:24:00.000+08:00

Random Pic . . Enjoy . . ^-^

Not long ago just had my 18th birthday. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Lazy to discribe . . Guess yourself dude . . hehe . .

2007-04-15T19:17:00.000+08:00

ENVY US please!!

we just love acting COOL...

don't he sleep like a PIG?...

lets DIG our nose guy...

come let me DIG for you...

com'on one more time baby...

no matter what i still LOVE you!!!

...we must alway stay strong and firm, happy and enjoying, loving and trusting each other FOR LIFE!!!

2007-04-03T00:59:00.000+08:00

Well, well, well

I hope i have more time.
I hope i'm smart.
I hope my choice is RIGHT!

I feel being leave out. I want back the thing that belongs to me.

I LOVE EVERYONE THAT LOVES ME!

2007-03-30T15:34:00.000+08:00

Someday, somehow i just feel like crying...

By tonight i got to make a really big choice of my life. This choice will make a big different and changes me for my next part of my life. I have no time to think. I can so call being force to follow what the adult said.

I'm blogging right now, crying right now and even though internet is on, i didn't sign on MSN.

How! i really got to make up my mind by tonight. ='(

I don't want to lost anything, anyone, anyplace! I have missed a lot thing. I have neglected my family, friends and love ones. I have taken everything for granted. I was being consulted by my family and love ones recently. I got to let something go before i hurt them more.

I KNOW MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING.

I'm sorry, i don't know how to make up my mind.

2007-03-30T15:29:00.000+08:00

Just 1 more day

Well, tomorrow will be last day of my unhappiness life of work. I wanted to be FREE!!!

2007-03-29T00:04:00.000+08:00

2 DAYS left!

My torture left 2 days guys!!! I'm so so so happy k. Everyday i act like a nerd to work. Giving off my commission just like that. *toot* Anyway 2 DAYS, 2 DAYS and 2 DAYS left. My last day is this saturday. ANYONE CAN JUST COME FIND ME! Come down celebrate for me yah. *Gee* After that, i'll be free like a bird.

FROM APRIL ONWARD:

Please ask me out!
ANYONE!
Just to release stress!
Or just meet up chat chat walk walk!

2007-03-23T19:37:00.000+08:00

I'm being bully

I'm really sick of it! I really can't take it anymore. Some days i feel like putting myself in a drank mood so as i will not feel the pain. But i alway tell myself to bear with it and hold right there. And i even calm myself by thinking of the money after all this suffer. (But i'm not earning those dirty money you guys thinking ya.) After thinking, i think it worth it to suffer ba.

However, the sum that i got it like.... not even enough for my shopping because i seem to be taking off day most of the time or MIA at work. Anyway, i'm counting down of my torture days. I left 6 days! Oh yeah! After which i'm going to stay at home and rot!

Not to forget, anyone free to go shopping with me? I need someone i really feel comfortable with. Thanks. =)

LASTLY, i urgently need 7K++ for some emergacy purpose! Please help me! hahaha...

2007-03-06T10:06:00.000+08:00

So How...

Erm... how will i start my entry this time? About my boy, school, work, family or what uh? I got a lot to say but just don't know where to start. The feeling now is like... sigh... I hope now i could dance like crazy, forget where i am, what am doing.

about MY BOY: My currently life is like i'm so bloody free. No work, no school. Simply a slacker yah. However, i keep going shopping with just my boy money because i have used up all my ang bao money and of course my saving. My boy is working so hard but all his money is like into my stupid stuffs. He simply just got enough to eat. Forget of buying his own stuffs because i will just grab his money to spent and spent. Now, i feel so bad. *heart pain* So, i decide to work so that i can get the stuffs i wanted.

about MY SCHOOL: Its going to turn april and i have not make up my mind where to go. I woke up quite early today to see the poly am send to. Sigh... forget all the hard work i have put in. Its all rubbish!

about MY WORK: No comment. Didn't work for like a month or so. And i just started another job but thinking of quitting the job very soon due to the enviroment am in.

about MY FAMILY: The relationshop with my family is getting worst. They are so unreasonable and biased toward me nowaday! They just think i'm a useless asshole! FORGET IT MAN! I'll still live on till my last breathe.

SO HOW right now? No work, no school, family simply suck to me!!! I feel like dancing like a slut right now! I know am crazy. I'm feeling pain.. hurt.. and lonely. ='(

ToMyBoy: Just bear with me. I really don't know what to do. I wanted to explain but just not the right time sometime. I know it had been hard for both of us. But am sure thing will eventually sort out one day and get us on our wedding path.

2007-02-27T15:25:00.000+08:00

View photos.

Edited all by me. Copyrights.

I don't know

2007-02-22T19:04:00.001+08:00

I DONT KNOW!

Hahaha... my maid will be gone soon. Hopefully within weeks if not i will kill her into pieces myself. She driving me crazy!!! Really damn crazy!!! She simply tells lies, lots of lies. No one can stand her anymore. We had been bearing with her, especially me for almost 3 years. However, thing goes from bad to worst. And her favourite quote is ' I DONT KNOW! ' in a bloody high speech. Those who actually saw and commuticate with my maid, will understand why. At the moment, i'll nag at my parents till they get the hell of her from my view!!! I REALLY HATE HATE HER!!! No more closing of one eye people.

NEXT.. month of february
Everything seem so suckie . . .

My o's level result seem to get me no where i wanted.
My paid is simply far far not enough at all.
I didn't plan for mummy birthday this year.
My da jie jie wedding makes me so envy but jealous.
Valentine.. no comment.
Chinese new year ang bao has used up.

='(

2007-01-17T20:04:00.000+08:00

No work

I rejected my work today due to tiredness and lazy. So i went to tu tu lao gong house to slack. He made me go cp alone to get him lunch. I asked him to come alomg but he said he very lazy. *HUMPH* And i got to carry it all by myself. It very heavy okie! I WANT COMPLAIN!!! hahaha...

As the nomal, i stayed for dinner just to escape from my maid bloddy dishes. Today tu tu mama cooked curry and it was very delicious man!!! *yummu yummy* MUACK!

P.S. Tu tu will you still cook for me when i'm old and weak?

Sorry for all the temper i have show these few days.
All i can say is a SORRY tu tu.
^520^

2007-01-08T17:44:00.000+08:00

Our 7th Months Anniversary

My first 3 roses from tu tu pig lao gong.

I simply forced the bear to pose and pose. LOL!

WEE! Our crazy christmas eve log cakes!

Finally! I'm not too lazy nor tired to blog today. Simply because i took straight 3 days off from work. I'm alway too lethargic to blog after coming back from lao gong place.

Well, my life have been all about lao gong. I met him alomst everyday. Once he never meet me on that day, i would throw my da xiao jie pi qi on him. ( It very normal to him already. I doubt he get used to it already. haha.)

Today, we planned to go out but i cancel it off. But i still got the chance to meet lao gong. I forced him to buy me lunch and delived to my house. Guess what he came along with a bunch of flowers in front of my door step. And i just got up from bed. With my blur mind, i smiled and kisses him. I'm very shock though.

THANK YOU MY TU TU LAO GONG!!!

HAPPY 7TH MONTHS ANNIVERSAY TO US!!!

2006-12-30T00:46:00.000+08:00

Sia la... lol i first time blog sia. lol so blur first time use. Bao bei i neo u these fews days busy working at ur sentosa and i neo i make alot of disappointment to u. But baby really some time is not i don wan is i really forget de bao bei..i so sorry tat i hab done many things wrong and my stupid forgetfulness. so bao bei u must remind me ok bao bei... PLEASE DON LEAVE ME CAN? i really wan to grow up and marry u (guys tat are reading donn behind laugh or do anything stupid hor IM SERIOUS ABOUT THIS HOR!!!!) baby im really sorry and just now on the phone i can hear tat u are sad.But baby can tell me wad happen? don keep alone as u say to me must tell each other de ok? bao bei i really love u don leave me and i will NEVER leave u de bao bei. we hab make promiss de ok? hehe ^^ muack i really love u. (guys out there which u read this story please treat ur girlfriend or boyfriend good and don take things from granted ok? lol like me always bully dar dar :( dar i neo u no mood to see and i neo u angry with me. but i just really wan to tell u, u ARE THE ONE FOR ME!!! I LOVE U!!!

2006-12-16T01:37:00.000+08:00

A story and another...

Guy A is a very wealthy but married.

Lady A is very pretty and single but divorce already.

Therefore, lady A is attracted to guy A. They have been together for years. Years after years everything goes smoothly but recently they fought. They were apart for sometime and get back as friend after some decision.

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Another story...

Guy B is a very wealthy person too. He is a lady killer. He has married for 3 times but all his 3 wifes has passed away. He is single now and maybe looking for other lady.

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So... should i say that guys are attracted to lady because of their money? And ladies are attracted to guys because of their beauty?

2006-12-11T21:42:00.000+08:00

BAO BEI I MISS YOU BADLY!!! I WANT HUG HUG!!! ("V") SORRY TO LET YOU WORRY. I'M SAFE NOW. MUACK! MUACK! MAUCK!

2006-12-11T02:51:00.000+08:00

LADIES in a relationship??!!

1) Testing a guy over small little things.

2) Trying out his respond of caring, jealousness and love.

3) Looking for new surprises(small/big doesn't matter) from him.

4) Comparing with other couples.

5) Never give up in a quarrel but some do.

6) Wishing the guy will do everything.

7) Hint him.

8) A cry baby.

9) Spy him.

10) PMS.

GUYS in a relationship??!!

1) Check on her daily life.

2) Testing her.

3) Prevent her from going/mixing with other guys.

4) Rise their voice(without knowing it).

5) Over control of her.

Not much i know about the guys but guys out there feel free to respond. =)) Above entry are gather from friends and my own experiences.

There must be love, commitment, care and reponsibility in a MARRIAGE. Same goes for YOUNG COUPLES out there. ("v") Its take two hands to clap.

Promise to be kept.
Forgive me please.

Loving you has been part of my life.

[[ I will miss you badly for the next whole week. I'm sorry. ='( I promise to be back to you once i return. You're mine! ]]

2006-12-03T15:38:00.000+08:00

TAG BOARD, 'sux'

Just found out that my tag board could not tag at all! sux!

Anyway, i have replaced it with a new one.

Hope you guys will tag it.

Thanks! =D

2006-12-02T21:09:00.001+08:00

Failure is ME! =(

I actually found a job which i pay damn high hope on it. But after knowing the paid. I go WHAT? *o* It was 200 bucks lesser than my pervious job!!! suck! But i'm too desperate to get a job so i sign on the job without second thought and knowing the details. I started work within the week. Sound fast and good ya?

BUT i decided to quit immediately while working only half a day. After some talking with my parents. They forced me to quit especially my papa. He wanted me to take 2 weeks off and rest at home before getting a job. He want to bring the whole family to oversea. The oversea plan was actually before my o's so papa cancel it because of me. I felt so bad because this trip is very special to my parents. I can see that they are waiting for this moment perhap a honey mood with their kids. But i'm alway the mood spoilter in the family due to my selfish attitudes. I'm sorry papa, mama.

NOW, i can be named the job hopper? I worked only one damn day and off i go without informing the head quarter. Err... is not i don't want to inform them but is that i can contact them. So NOT MY FAULT. Even it is i don't care la.

I'm sure a failure. I cried and dragged my legs home. I cried of pain, regret and failure. This is my first time admitted myself as a failure. I can't take hardship perhap. ='(

Some ''small complains'' about my job. I was there early but the aunt came only on the dot which made me had a late coming record. The aunt has a smelly mouth which i had to bear with it the whole day. She is a money face person. She is also a proud person. She asked me not to bad mouth about other counters nor the people. BUT she did! The whole day she kept telling me her so called 'good' record in the company which the computer show NOT! She kept mentioning to me about money matters which doesn't bother me at all. No matter how much she said, my pay is still the same as i'm not a permant staff there. So its pointless aunt! But i still got to listen and gave a fake smile the whole painful day. Only on my first day, i was release 2 hours late. Which made me burst out crying the moment i step into my house. I cried like cried baby beside my mama. I cried for hours? I don't know but the next day when i woke up, i can feel the painful in my eyes. My precious legs hurt too! Damn bloody hurt which i resist to wake up till my bao bei called me.

Now, i'm just waiting for the head quarter to call and give me a long and loud nagging. Hahaha.. you think i so 'stupid' meh. I have already prepared my speech to shot back.

Anyway, i'm now jobless and broke. Nevermind i still got my lovely bao bei to yang wo. BAO BEI WE GO SHOPPING K? REMEMBER TO FULL UP YOUR POCKET AND PREPARE TO GET IT EMPTY WHEN YOU REACH HOME. *keke*

Bao bei wait for me..
Bao bei forgive me..
Bao bei don't leave me..
I need you for life.

2006-11-24T00:58:00.000+08:00

Prom night!

I should said that i only quite enjoyed my night. Perhap thing did not turn out to be what i expected. But overall its a hard work by the commities. THANKS! I'm very grateful to siew mei who help to save my ???. *paiseh paiseh ^-^* I love my hair the most! *MUACK MUACK* Only if it can be permante then my wish for a year had come true. =( I feel extremly happy when bao bei told me that he loves my hair a lots!!! I so grad to hear that because he actually do not wish me to do that. But i don't care, i go against him. I was luck enough that everything turn out great. *Heng ar* And he LOVES it a lots! *clap clap*

But but everything will be different if my bao bei were there with me. Really different... just for me... ='(

P.S. I lost my favourite perfume. Anyone found it please return to me. It very important to ME!!! THANKS.

2006-11-16T14:21:00.000+08:00

To: Lao gong,

From: Lao po

2006-11-14T18:54:00.000+08:00

WAIT WAIT AND WAIT...

Well, i'm now waiting for bao bei to bath and get ready for dinner. So happy and excited! *wee* but i'm also quite nervous because his mama and sister are around. *paiseh paiseh* Anyway, this stubborn boy of mine die die also want to go to some good resturant though his sister is sick. I know he also don't want to spoily my mood and the plan we had planned so long.

Bao bei i want to tell you is, all i want is JUST YOU will do la. aiyo... and ice-cream!!!

Bye, got to go before bao bei saw me using computer again. He got to nag at me again! *argh*

2006-11-09T19:58:00.001+08:00

What i'm feeling now...

I'm feel pretty tired at the moment. I'm having headache too. Plus my da yi ma came last night at 3 plus. *shit* From then on, i been having stomach crump. *ouch! ouch!* It more hurt when i'm in air-condition room when i'm taking my papers! *wa lau* Hope it gone asap.

I miss my bao bei so much!!! He sick again. *naughty boy* Sigh... hope he will be well by this weekend because i really miss the time we went shopping, movie and eating! It alway a happy moment when we spent together. *YUP! YUP!*

Well, bye going to bed. I'm feeling sick too. =(
Oi.ni.ku.ai.da.mo.ku.yi.pei.zi.

2006-11-05T00:29:00.000+08:00

Just LOST!

Don't know why feeling sort of lost. I missing him badly now. ='( *argh* I hate this feeling! But no choice got to have our own private time sometime. Plus i'm having bloody o's. I miss going shopping too. It a long time since i last shop. I have been selling off most of my lovely clothes and now i'm clothesless?! *sad sad sad* I hope to work and get my paid so as to fill back my drawer. Seem like now i do not have clothes i like in my drawer already...

IF IF IF...

I'm a millionaire, i would get what ever i want in this world! *joking* I just hope to be like a princess. That's all.

2006-11-02T20:34:00.000+08:00

WATCH THIS!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DbG5loPfLMo

2006-10-29T13:50:00.000+08:00

Hougang Avernue 8, food not clean!

I just came back from my breakfast plus lunch with my family. We went to the usual place which is hougang avernue 8 to have our meal. I have one of my favourite food, miu fan. Guess what? That these small pieces of newspaper inside!!! OMG!!! I had a few mouth already before i saw it! That's a few, not just one! Then i parents asked me to let the stall owner see. So, i brought it there, and she say, "Huh? Where, where?" in a very rude voice. At first, i still wanted to eat it if she is willing to cook me a new one. But after hearing her rude respond, i don't want already. I asked for returning of money. And bloody hell, she bo song bo song gave me only $2! So i asked for another $1 back because the plate of food cost $3 in all. Then she turned to another lady and said i only paid $2 just now. What audacity! Don't you think i'm a teenager and easy to bully! Fine, you added extra ingradient into my food, then rude to me and now said i paid just $2! Com'on la, in market the basic price of that food is $3 lor. Dumb ass! By now, i was very frustrated already. I said back that i paid actually $3 for your freaking food lor. Then she was shocked by my rude respond and quickly return me another $1. Of course, i took it la and not forgetting to show her some freaking faces. (My style to rude people like she.)

Actually, when the moment she was rude to me, i wanted to shout out loudly that... Hey this stall sold food that are not clean lei! But i insist not to do so as to give her face. To my surprise, she lied. I was thinking if she was not going to return me the full amount, i'm going to do that. I said what i mean! But lucky she did before i boil out. hahaha...

I regetted for purchasing food at that unhygience stall. But i will still continue to love my favourite food. =) I love the one which bao bei brought me to. It a clean and nice stall! Muack!

After that, i turned around and saw Mr Siang and his girl (Miss lei pei shan). Mr Siang saw me too and smiled at me. They were a sweet couple indeed. =) They sat very closely to each other and it was raining at that time. After that, i saw them walked off with one shared umbella under the rain. So sweet yah. ("v")

2006-10-27T19:20:00.000+08:00

Girls stuff!

Saw it? How i wish i got all this colourful bra! They looks so attractive and cute.

P.S. I collect bikinis and cute cute bra. *LOL... he he...*

2006-10-25T15:27:00.000+08:00

Just woke up.

Currently looking through friendster, blogs, photos and listening to music. Life seem so relax arh. I fully understand that life isn't the way i think! I got my freaking scary o's to take. But i haven even touched my books for ages??!! *shit*

All this while i have been spenting my time with bao bei. Almost everyday we make the effort to meet each other. But its alway me cancel off the meet up due to my lazyness or overslept. So he had to pamper and dote me upside down still i get off my bed and meet him. I went to his house quite frenqently. I also had tasted his mama cooking and of course his. He cooked spagetti for me and not forgetting messing up the kitchen. For sure, he got scolded by his mama and warmed him not to cook again. *obee* I standed there and laughed at him. I love his mama cooking. *shy* Plus if i had dinner at his house, i do not need to eat my maid cooking! *YES*

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These few weeks, i had been nagging at him that i wanted to be pretty. *kekex* I wanted to have lots of lady stuffs!!! Guess what? Everytimes, i mention i about it. He say he is jealous. *giggling* He say he don't like other people to look at me. But HIM ONLY! Therefore, he say he don't want me to doll up. He say natural is the best! *so sweet* But if i have the money i will still doll up like barbie doll!

Although we spent time together alomst everyday, I STILL MISS HIM A LOTS!!!

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SHOCKING! I happen to read through one of my friend blog. She used to be in a very sweet relationship for years. This couple is alway so lovely in my eyes. They never fail to dissappoint me. I alway hope i were them.

BUT! Thing isn't what a outsider see. They are now apart. *sad* I shall not mention the details.

Some couple may be apart but some are still in the romance right? Not to be surprise, there are young and sweet couple too ya!

Byie, off to meet my bao bei again.

2006-10-17T20:13:00.000+08:00

MY UPDATES!!!

Well, its a long time since i had a wordy blog. ( I know it pretty well that my friends kept asking why my blog entire are all FULLED WITH PHOTOS!) Okie, now i'm going to flood this entire with WORDS!!!

I'm currently thinking of many many stuffs that i'm desperatly wanting!!! I want new set of cosmetics that i can re-fill and re-fill, many different colours of high heels that i can match my clothes, unfinish clothes (tops, bottoms, dresses, etc) for me to change everyday, load of different type of accessaries to mix and match and of course funky bags!!!

I want them all!!! Who can be the kind soul??? keke... (giggling)

After i get those stuffs, i will sure doll myself like a barbie doll everyday! I wanted to be his pamper lady forever. I wanted to change myself into a princess!!! (giggling again) Not forgetting my hobby, dancing!!!

I'M GOING TO GET THOSE ONCE I GOT THE MONEY!!!

P.S. Bao bei promise me to bring me to GOLD CLASS and dinner at some ex resturant with his family once he got his first salary. So i'm now nagging him to grab a job asap.

Bye readers, i'm off to bao bei call again. ("v") Muackiiee

2006-10-13T17:41:00.000+08:00

Some Sweet Memory!!!

Our lovely cake...

Look carefully! The inner layer is fulled with mashmallow and nuts!

I LOVE YOU!!!

HF <3 EJ

Say cheese!!!

A lovely photo taken during lantern festival with my sweet heart lao gong!

2006-09-21T21:28:00.000+08:00

Shocking!

This is a special breast feeding email that i got from a friend. At first i thought it was PORN! But, no no no. It isn't. It some sort of unbelieveable women breast feeding way! Its animals feeding on human milk!!! OMG!!!

* I do have some more photos of this breast feeding but just too inconvience too post them here. If you are interested to know more. Tell me! LOL! *

2006-09-21T16:58:00.000+08:00

I still love amath!

I hate copy cat!

Please la.. have your own style bitch!

I love my style!

Selfish bitch!

FCUK!!!

Warming: Don't let me boil up or you will regret!

2006-09-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

After all, it wasn't so bad being at home...

Yesterday, i had my favourite sweet potatos dessert and bean curb from Kovan. It pretty yummy yummy!!! MUACK, i love it!!! he he he.

Plus, i got a quite huge sum of money earn wor. So freaking happy at first but after paying my 2 months phone bills, i don't think so already. =(

However, i do have a bit left la. Thinking of going shopping this week. Anyone free? I have not being going shopping since my last pay which was early this year. Hmmm... seem like half a year or more already ba. Am i out of fashion? I don't know. But i know i'm running out of CLOTHES!!! I'M DESPERATE SEARCHING FOR DRESSES, HIGH HEELS AND TOPS!!! ARGH!!!

Anyone know where to get cheap and good quality lady stuffs such as dresses, high heels, pretty tops and belts? TELL ME PLEASE!!!

2006-09-14T12:56:00.000+08:00

My 26 Crazy Desire!!!

Always stay young and healthy.
Become a billionaire.
Complete my last long life examination.
Develop into a figure of 34C, 24, 34.
Establishe my first dance studio.
Flying high in the sky with a parachute.
Grab the lastest electronic device such as handphone, mp3, camera and laptop.
Height of at least 1.63m tall.
Invest in hundred different designs and colours of high heels and dresses.
Journey to Zouk w/o the present of my boyfriend. *kekex*
Keep my face free of pimples, acnes, wrinkles and fats.
Look for my wax hands design.
Master many types of dance in the world.
Novelty one and only room.
Own one levi jean.
Perm my hair just like barbie doll. *WOW*
Qualified dancer to perform solo at Esplanade.
Revolving around SINGAPORE road in great speed with my car/motorbike w/o getting caught.
Sun tanning under the hot sun with my sexy bikini on. *WO0ooo... wee wee...*
Turn 20 years old and stop there.
Under the company of Sentosa life guard so that i could see babes and beach guys everyday. *But gotta learn swimming first. LOL!*
Voyage around the world.
Watch 100 movies with my lover only.
Xmas shopping at IKEA and IMM malls.
Yearn new sets of cosmetics.
Zest in the hot-air balloon.

2006-09-06T19:52:00.000+08:00

Lao gong and Lao po!

2006-09-05T20:05:00.000+08:00

Sweet couples... kekes...

Nowsaday, gays couple is a fashion. kekes...

Normal couple! hehehe... ("v")

2006-09-04T13:23:00.000+08:00

Jealousy just flow...

Nothing new.
The same?

Perhap i'm looking to something different that can give me 'WOW' expression.

2006-09-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

At last...

I had finally finished my dnt project. Leaving only a few parts nia. But overall i'm done! Not forgetting those who had helped me all this while and torlerating my bad temper due to stress. Plus those who tried to cheer me and comfort me. Hey guys, i'm fine now! kekes... ^ - ^

Lastly he is still a kind soul.

In his car.

Okie enough of the dnt stuffs. I know everyone is driving crazy about it.

During the night, i went to get some salt for my fruit and guess what i broke the whole salt bottle! hehehe.. i can still laugh while my papa was scolding me. Muhaha...

Bye going for supper now.

2006-08-29T19:43:00.000+08:00

Break down

Thick layer of disgusting salive jammed in my dry and tenderness thoat. Ah... Ouch! Cough, cough and cough with empty stomach. My stomach pressing in and letting out. Only blubbering helps. In a speed second, i felt throb all over me. I fell. ='( I'm nauseous. Argh-no. No doctor and medicine for me! I hates! (But i don't mind seeking a handsome doctor.) kekes... ^-^

Good bye, got to rest. Tomorrow not going school. Miss me?! Lol.
(Above picture was taken today. Although i'm nauseous, i'm still blushing with beauty okie. heehee.)

2006-08-28T12:14:00.000+08:00

Our LOVE stuffs!

Cookies monster & elmo.

Our pig pig. (capture by lao gong)

Lao gong 'lazy mini water refiller' with the bear bear cup. eee... lazy bum!

2006-08-28T10:54:00.000+08:00

First day of prelim.

Slept at 4. Still never study.

Woke up at 6.50am. Almost late for school.

Feeling sick- having stomach-ach, headach and sore throat.

Formates and phrases all gone. Simply feeling brainless.

Not nervous at all for the first time.

Feeling so cold in the hall. Lazy to take jacket.

Wrote out of point, restarted again.

Looking around for answer.

Handed in without knowing what i wrote?!

Dragged home to slack.

Going back for amath and english extra lesson soon. eeeeee....suck! Ah pui!

2006-08-13T20:44:00.000+08:00

My weekend diary

12 August 2006:

I woke up at 6am and i was almost late for the Pata trip because i had a bad stomach-ach early in the morning. Is it because i ate too much durians before i slept last night?! dots... who knows. Only my itch mouth knows bah. LOL!

The Pata trip was sort of boring. However, after that i met darling and his group of crap brothers. I had a great time. BUT definitely not that movie incident. That got my heart beating like crazy. Nonetheless, we catch The Ants Bully. I find the movie still okey, watchable. Perhap the lesson taught is to love and understand the beautiful of nature. *smile* =)

Then we ended our day with the beautiful fireworks. I really enjoyed it as drop of fluid appearing in and falling from my eyes.

Darling,

You are the my first boyfriend ( hope the last? ) who brought me to watch fireworks and i'm really very touched. I really appreciated your effort. I know you don't like it but for the sake of me. you still keep me accompany. *muack* give you a thank you kiss.

Lao gong.. i wanted to say sorry again for that rudeness of me on that day. I felt so guilty after all that. I hope in future you can tell me more of your deeper feeling.

Thinking of all these moment... droplets of love, concern, happiness and guilty flow from my cheeks. :'(

WO AI NI YI WAN NIAN LAO GONG! MUACK!

13 Aguust 2006:

As usually i went for family day outing. It was an funny and full of jealous outing today. hahaha... lots of crappy stuffs indeed.

Scene 1:

" Fen what is this message ar? " my mummy asked with lots of question marks in her head.

I dashed over and snatched the hand phone. I simply delete it. Hahaha... The message detail is too personal to be explore here ( sorry ) but it made my whole family laughed like crazy.

Scene 2:

" Oie, since when you got this shirt ar? " exclaimed mummy to papa from the room.

" Erm... ah fen brought one la last time. " walked off with a 'chey' sign.

I strolled over.

" Don't know WHO how long never brought me clothes le hor...!!! " complained mummy.

I smiled and quickly walked off. Hahaha...

But, mummy i did brought you some gifts this years lor. Maybe you got too much till you forgot ba. Lady are alway so greedy and never know what is enough of clothes, bags, shoes, wallets and MONEY! Including ME.

Mummy i promise to get you something asap okey? Perhap to shut you up. LOL! I'm so cheeky. Hehehe... Actually, no la. It because i'm currently eyeing on some blouses but i do not want to purchase it now. As i wanted to find the BEST and BEAUTIFUL blouse that i will never regret buying. ( This is from my experience over the years. ) And i need time to save up money. However, i'm looking for a shorted way if i really desperately eyed on a blouse. It is to pamper my papa lor. So from today onward i must be a good girl wor. I try nia. Kekes.

OKey, fen its time for bed already. Good night blog. =)

2006-08-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

A short summary...

Reasons for not blogging for decade:

1. Lazy.
2. Tired.
3. Computer lacking.
4. Computer bring occupied.
5. Don't know waht to blog.

LOL! =))

Err uh... i spent my National Day holidays with honey. I simply enjoyed it by catching two movies in a day! WOW! My very first times. We watched Click and My Super Ex-girlfriend. Click was indeed a great and heart hearting moive till i tears. However, My Super Ex-girlfriend was just a waste of money. I find the movie with no climates and feelings. It sort of craps. Perhap, i would like to catch The Ants Bully or The Fast And The Furious. Anyway, we spent the day with excitment and ended with surprises! he he he... Lastly. the home cook steam boat was an unfortable ones. LOVE it! But if its a bbq, it will be the BEST! HA HA HA...

Today i got back my Chinese o level result. Erm... should i said it was what i expected? Or i should re-take? Who knows right? Sigh... anyway, i make up my mind not to re-test already. Although i'm not quite satisfied with some part of my result. Nonetheless, it over.

All the best to me for the other papers. =))

2006-08-09T14:34:00.000+08:00

US... with Elmo and Cookie Monster. * smack *

2006-08-07T17:28:00.000+08:00

Just for " GIRLS ".

It's good thing she's got that brown piece of shit around her neck so people don't confuse her for an ironing broad.

Looks like those cherry bombs are about to explode.

Journey to the abyss..........

She just got nothing to seduce.

2006-07-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

To boy,

Hearts can be broken,
hearts can die,
hearts can shadder, or fall from the sky,
hearts can be revealing,
hearts can be mistaken,
but i can't live without having you by my side!
Be my one and only, so ours can be forever taken!

Making it work until death do us apart. Darling i love you forever and ever... and the story goes on...

* Love can be a mistake if we don't treasure it, but LOVE IS NEVER WRONG. *

To girl,

I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You!

2006-07-19T18:56:00.000+08:00

Perhap its a test..

Will not have much time together from tomorrow onwards le. Haix.. perhap it got to reliance on each other honesty and trust bah. hehex. Will be missing lao gong a lots de. Lastly, stop bully my precious soft toys! BLEAH! Instead pamper me more lah.

This secondary four guy flirted with me yesterday and i was shocked. wahahah.. He quite good looking la. By the way, not only me got flirt, my bestie too. LOL! They even went to hook them sial. OMG! Girls nowaday can be as daring as guys wor! Anyway, just wanna say keep it up and remember to bring your fishing rod hor. Better bring those very long de so can hook more ar.

Hate it when people touch or take stuffs without permission. Not even my lao gong dare.

2006-07-16T19:55:00.000+08:00

Mixed feeling...

Having mixed feeling isn't good. It only made me sad and i hate it! HELL! =(

Besides that, having mood swing till very bad these few days. Kept throwing my unreasonable temper at boy lor. He went up and then down with me. Mood got disturb by me.

Anyway, i felt very low yesterday afternoon. I knew boy was pathetically trying his best to pamper me. But when night fall, i really felt high and ecstatic lor. So it do help?! LOL! hehehe...

Lao gong you will get used to me when time is long. But you must still pamper me de hor! WAHAHA! p(^-^)q The road is still long, anything can happen.

2006-07-14T20:16:00.000+08:00

I Hate You!

If not because of the certificate, i don't even respect you! For the sake of it, i got to bear with your unreasonable attitudes. And stop using my results to threaten me lor. Go f*** with your group of pamper dogs la!!

Okie my frustration stop till there.

Anyway, i have changed my blog skin again as i got sick of seeing the same old blog skin over a long period of time. Ummm... i find this blog skin to mature for me but i love the colour and full page screen so i just took it lor. hehehe...

2006-07-12T21:30:00.000+08:00

CUTE cute CUTE Lao gong!

Com'on bear, let play with me... i'm too bored man!

Eeeeeee, you loser. Go away la... LOL!

Ummm, nevermind la let look at the camara in front bah.

Haix... let sit down and pray that we'll have something to eat.

2006-07-10T19:26:00.000+08:00

TEN Consequences of OVER catching World Cup Fever!

1) Die of heart attack.
2) Went crazy or lost of human sense.
3) Divorce
4) Bankrupt.
5) Got fired from work or expell from school.
6) Quarrels or fights in public places.
7) Falling sick.
8) Not enough sleep.
9) Keep getting leave or MC to skip work or pon school.
10) Late for work or school.

2006-07-10T18:10:00.000+08:00

Slept at only 5 am!

I watched WORLD CUP alone earily in the morning. My papa watched the first half, i watched the second half of the match. And it ended at nearly 5 am today. After that, i was still quite awake as i kept tossed and turned on my bed. Therefore, i initiate to embrace the gigantic bear and spoke a few words to it. LOL! hehehe... T.T

Okay back to topic. I supported FRANCE personally. However, ITALY won. Nonetheless, France was able to kick the GOLD football most of the time. Italy seem to be the defender only. But, Italy got a splendid and highly-skilled goal keeper compared to France.

PERSONALLY VIEW only : I felt that both team played very well. France should initially won, however maybe because of carelessness, the penatly-shoot out was 5-3. No matter what, there must alway be only one winner. =))

2006-07-09T14:18:00.000+08:00

Fuck off!!!

Today when i went to buy soya bean drink and waiting to be serve, then this freaking maid say...

" Two cups of soya bean drink! " smile and waiting for me to reply.

" WHAT!!! " stared at her in frustration!

FUCK Q la! Do i look like the stall owner or do i dress like an aunt. HELLO! Bastard asshole next time please look carefully before you say or ask for anything hor.

I feel like slapping her when she say that man plus i was moody at that moment lei. WA KAH!!!

2006-07-06T18:34:00.000+08:00

Daily happening...

World cup fever is driving me CRAZY together with dad. I got to fool with him lor. Making me so frustrated sometimes. Anyway, i support FRANCE because people around me support ITALY. I simply wanted to be special!? LOL!

Birthday celebration is never a ending for me as a TREASURE.

i'm a coquette?? ...hope not...
he's a philander?? ...hope not...

Keep on LOVING fen... MUACK!

2006-07-04T19:22:00.000+08:00

Lao gong & Lao po!

2006-06-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

Balloon Arts.

I personally like the green dress. Imagine i wear this to my grand night. LOL! wahaha...

What about you? Which one you like?

2006-06-30T13:01:00.000+08:00

Something WRONG?!

aRghHHHHhhh!!! kept having troubles blogging! i wanted to upload photos but this freaking blog don't know what happened sial... click already still nothing came out. got to try billons times and days before i manage to upload something... Haix...

2006-06-27T19:48:00.000+08:00

Most Unusual Buildings On Earth

Fuji Sankei Building in Tokyo

"Dancing House"

Here's a building that should really get your attention when walking pass it. The Dancing House is considered as one of the more real controversial buildings in Prague. The DH was actually designed by a great architect from California, which only proves that he had done some type of hallucinogen while designing it.

"Robot Building"

The Bank of Asia is a very famous building in Bangkok. It was made way back in 1985, and it's robotic appearance is just a symbol of the modernization of banking. It also has the ability to transform into a mega-robot. So, if Godzilla ever decided to show his green face in the land of Bangkok, they would have to fight!

"Ripley's Building"

If you saw this picture for the first time, you'd probably thought that it was hit by a massive earthquake. But it wasn't. In true fashion of the Ripley Legacy, it was built to reflect the odd 1812 earthquake that measured 8.0 on the rick. The building has now become one of the most photographed in the world because of it.

"The Wilson Hall"

This somewhat modernize building was actually built between 1971 and 1974. It's unique design gives the Wilson Hall a great sense of structure, and a prominent landmark for the skyline. The building provides big laboratories, offices, and supports space for over 1500 scientists. And it houses all kinds of strange experiments.

"135 Degree Angle"

This bizarre house really doesn't have an official name, but it does have a 135 degree angle. So that's what we're going to call it. Unfortunately, the only info we have about this house is that it was built in China or Japan. And that it has a silly pink roof. And if you look real close, you'll notice that it's on a 135 degree damn angle.

"Hotel Sofitel"

This hotel's unique design was directly inspired by the traditional temples in Japan. The Tokyo Sofitel has over 72 rooms, and 11 suites with 3 non-smoking floors. And 5 meeting rooms that includes high-tech boardrooms. Please realize that you have to sell your soul in order to step foot inside this amazing hotel.

"Triangle Building"

We wonder what type of work goes on inside this kind of a building. The unofficial Triangle Building is just a wonder to look at and to ponder over. But, can this be one of the evil headquarters for Scientology or Starbucks? Does this building have triangle bathrooms? There's so many damn questions!

"The Astra Haus"

The strange building is actually a brewery in Hamburg, Germany. The floors can move up or down on it's skinny column core. As of now, the unique building has been destroyed. One of it's more famous beer brands was recently bought by a big refreshment corporation. And that beer brand was called Astra.

"Upside Downer"

Take a journey into the unknown with a building called Wonder Works. It's central Florida's only upside down attraction. And an amusement park for your mind, and your stoner friends. This odd building has over 100 wacky interactive exhibits for your entire family to experience. But make sure you free your weed before coming.

"Crooked House"

You know that your looking at a real building right? The Crooked House was built in 2004 as an addition at a popular shopping center, and is a major tourist attraction in Sopot, Poland. We just wonder what happens when someone who's under a controlled substance sees this building for the first time in their life.

2006-06-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

Some updates...
( Paiseh for the late update as my computer was being occuppied. )

The presents i got from my family and friends. Love the puzzle and card the MOST because they were HAND MADE! There were also a yummy cheeze cake and steamboat meal. All thanks to two NOBLE MOTHERS, STEPH AND JING MOM thank you so much! Lastly, not forgetting all my besties, thank you too!!!
Perhap the biggest present i got was having HIM. ("v")

A new member of my family, xiao ke ai.

2006-06-08T14:21:00.000+08:00

Chemistry lesson again

Chemical experiment one.

Chemical experiment two.

Playful fen played with lots of chemicals and caused one broken test tube and over flow of chemical. Hahaha! So fun man! I kept mix and pour the chemicals anyhow and there. To my surprise, i did made some really beautiful colours wor! kekex... I knew Ryan cannot stand me le. wahaha... but in the end he played with me and even took photos. My influence. ^-^'

Enjoyed it! Thats one last chemistry practical next week! oh YEAH! I can play again. WEEEE!!!

Girl called. Still the same. Sigh...

2006-06-07T14:07:00.000+08:00

Chemistry lesson

HeHes... i enjoyed my chemistry lesson today after changing my sit. Above photo was the chemicals formed by Ryan and me. I played with these chemicals and trying to form a rainbow colours but i failed. Nevermind i'll try it next time. However i still manage to form some coulours. It was so fun man! I played and played till Ryan stopped me and asked me to clear the table already. wahahaha... looking forward to tomorrow lesson although it has been extened. I don't mind actually... i enjoyed it. kekes... (^.*)!

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I had been eating lots and lots of meat everyday man! I had meat for my breakfast, chicken wings for lunch, chicken wings for dinner and meat for supper ( i ate supper most of the time ). I had been eating meat especially chicken wings almost everyday. OMG! Growing fats! Gaining weight! Gosh... need to control le fen! but sometime it just so temping. Sigh...

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Had been receiving private number once a few nights. Don't know who is it but i hope that croward better appear soon! CHICKEN!!!

He called wanting to go out this friday. Don't bother. The day is not for you... its only for my besties! GET LOST LA! It all over!!! PUI PUI PUI!!! (#,~)

To girl, you are so freaking cheap, i'm not going la, filrtie! You want you take! It non of my business!

2006-06-06T21:39:00.000+08:00

Record number of marriages registered on 06-06-06!

The 6th of June 2006 marks triple 6 on the calendar, and some people see it as an auspicious date.

So the Registry of Marriages saw a record number of marriages on this date.

The 310 couples who solemnised their marriages were the highest since Valentine's Day in 1995.

Coincidentally, the figure is six times more than the average number of 50 couples a day.

The Chinese say the number "66” represents a smooth way ahead as well as luck.

"To the Chinese…the number 060606 means lots of success…" said a couple.

In Western lore, the numbers "666" have a completely different meaning, but people in Singapore are not fazed by this.

Groom Alex Ang said: "Personally I am a Christian and I know that 666 is a very bad number. But I don't think it affects us in any way. To us, it is just a date. And it comes every 1,000 years, so I feel that it is special, and we won't get a chance for another date like this."

It also appears to be a good date for babies to be born.

Hospitals like KK Women's and Children's Hospital reported an increase, while Mount Alvernia reported 70 percent more births.

2006-06-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

My noble Papa...

My funny and cute papa...

he simply love to fool with us...

like father like son... LOL!

WITHOUT FAIL,

he will alway bring home our favourite food and things.
he will alway spent time with us.
he will alway give us the BEST that he could.
he will alway show care and love to us.
he will alway want us to be united.
he will alway accompany us through our journey of thick and thin.

BUT,

he will never quite his bad habit and bad temper. =(

NONETHELESS,

I still LOVE HIM as what he is now.

2006-05-30T13:23:00.000+08:00

I'm JEALOUS!

I'm feaking jealous man!!!!! arghhhhh!!!! why???!!! I'm being banned from dance! After yesterday, mummy told me that i should concentrate on my studies and give up on dance as it NO FUTUTE! I got to cancel my hip hop lesson as mummy don't allow me go... and now she then give me a answer whereby the hip hop lesson starts this friday night. AhhhH... SHIT MAN!

Then I WANT I WANT to perform at FORT SENTOSA! My school is going to represent Singapore to perform over there. Plus there will be a lots more other school perform on that day too. It so grand and proud to perform man! I'm very very very jealous but envy those who can perform. I wanted too but...

I'm being banned for dance for the next few months all because of my O level la... i couldn't even represent school to perform outside and i couldn't go for my hip hop lesson at all! WTH! WHY?! TELL ME WHY?! Moreoever, my surrounding friends are all performing! They even got a good figure man! so envy them. One of my friend is participating in this year NDP parade and some perfomring at sentosa. I don't even have the chance to perform on NDP parade man. Haix... i want dance, its my dream. But now my dream had drained into the big sea le. I'm being banned from dance by my parents. sob sob... =( But i don't blame them because i know they are doing the right thing for me. I gonna trust them.

2006-05-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

Its bad times...

Doesn't get along well... wanted like the past.
Perhap time prove everything. =]

2006-05-29T13:49:00.000+08:00

FEN on first day of exam...

A small appreciation from Mummy for filial and support me through my exam.

Mummy went to brought for me my favourite cheese bread before the night of my exam. I'm really very touched Mummy! I LOVE YOU!!! *smacks*

It was so sweet of Mummy for buying me essence of chicken and my favourite cheese bread just before the night of my exam. She actually don't want to go out the night one but for the sake of me she went. Because she wanted to buy me a fresh food for my breakfast tomorrow. I didn't know that she went just to brought me all this food till she came home with it. And i was really really very touched and surprise by she action.
THANK YOU MUMMY ! MUMMY, I LOVE YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH !!!
* SMACKSSSSSSS * ("V")("V")("v")

Next i was not in good condition this morning as i was too nervous. First, i forgot to bring my dictionary. Second, i got stomach-ach through out my two papers. Third, the hall was too cold.

ArGGGhhhhHH... wth man! Anyway, its over le. I hope i could get good result. =))

ALL THE BEST FEN! lol ~

2006-05-26T13:25:00.000+08:00

Hee Hee Hee ~~

SMILE.

O0o.

Lalala... >.<''

Cute nia? i love this most!

2006-05-21T14:22:00.000+08:00

Net guys are ... ?!

Some net guys are simply so FLIRT and DESPO for girls! They go online just to flirt around and sweet talk with only chio bu. Then try to get their numbers and jio them out. Sometime even go steady?! Then after getting sick of this girls, kick them off and get a new ones. WTH!

Net guys i doubt not all girls are like that and that simple as you think! They do grow up and learn lor. Net guys ar... don't be so chicky lah... if you really need a girls go somewhere else la... you should know where to get it better than girls bah...

Net girls are ... ?!

Some net girls are also the same. They uses other people photos and name and create account and act like them. Worest till use their name and chat on net. I do disagree that some girls are also desperate for guys. Some girls are so cheapo... These girls should mind of their own action.

Net girls ar, don't be so simple minded. Some guys are so smart that you can't even image one.

( The above entry are what i get from people experience and comments. )

2006-05-20T14:47:00.000+08:00

SARCASTIC SINGAPOREAN...

SITUATION 1:

My brother was sick. Therefore, he decided to go to the Seng Kang Polyclinic to seek a doctor today. When he reached there, the people-in-charge told him that the computers were all down so the Polyclinic cannot continue its service today. But my brother was really sick! Really pathetic reason that i ever heard. DOTS...

Does it show that Singapore a high advance technology and fast changing country cannot live without a eletronic item one day such as computer? We will all have to stop work and wait till the eletronic is back or we will just die?! Even if we were sick but computers were all down, means that we must be down too?! If people really need emergency help but without high technology, we cannot help?! If eletricity were down, means that hospitals cannot continue to save lifes?! Does it means that singaporean had to stop like a statue till all the high technology is back on our hand?!

Haix... being a too high advance country also not that good... that will alway be good and bad points about something or someone... perhap we had to accept it or improve on it.

SITUATION 2:

Yesterday night before papa goes bed, he told me to sleep earlier because he wants to bring us out but in the morning the outing was cancel due to his last mintues called up work. Therefore i slept all the way until when it was about 2pm plus then woke up. Luckily, i was up if not i will miss the exciting part that occure today.

My this inconsiderate 4th floor neighbour got an indoor BBQ in their house! WHAT THE HELL! Can you image my block is 15 story high and if they continue it what will happen?! Furthermore, there were already ashes and smoke everywhere. It so dangerous!

Luckily, someone called the police. Soon the firemen and policemen came. And i being a kpo went to take a look. wahaha... i even got into a lift a two handsome policemen! LOL! i was only able to snap the firemen but not the policemen. hehe... paiseh mah... Anyway, the fire was under control if not i will have a bette show to watch?! LOL!

two firemen running to save lifes...

after everything, they leave. No one was hurt. =)

2006-05-18T01:46:00.000+08:00

A special way to woo a girl?!

I walked to Compass Point after dinner. Then on my way there, this malay army guy caught my attention because he seem to follow me for sometime. Then when i reached at the badminton count, he shouted from behind.

" Err, excuse me... excuse me... you... ", he shouted with brushing cheeks.

I turned behind and thought the first question he was going to ask was... " Excuse me miss, may i have your number?" ( I thought he was going to do that and i'm prepare to suan him like hell! wahaha... )

But to my surprise, he didn't. So i was thinking, okie since you aren't that playboy i decided to listen what he going to ask next. Then he uses this excuse to chat with me.

" You look familiar lei, are you from TP? " he asked.

" No. " i replied.

" You look like a girl that i know from TP. Erm... in that case... nevermind. Then where are you studying,,," he asked.

After that, he asked quite a number of questions that i didn't expect a stranger will ask. He asked questions like where are you schooling, how old are you, how long had you moved here, etc. Nothing bad that i was expecting. kekes...

When i reached the escalator, he said, " Okie, bye... nice chat with you... err... ", he seem to have somemore thing to ask but i got to go.

Although i find his way of wooing a girl some sort of lame, he's the first guy i met that uses a lame but sweet matter. He really leave me deep impression of him. Moverover, he didn't even mention of wanting my number that why it impressed me. Lucky he never if not he would have got a good suan by me like what i used to did to those guys that bump into me. hahahahaha...

2006-05-17T14:06:00.000+08:00

Fen Talking About Her Life...

ermm... how should i start... its seem that i had a wonderful and happy life this few weeks which were all packed up with celebration, lots of celebration such as birthdays and mother's day. I had been eating a lots this few weeks, really lots!

However, i'm also having examination for the past 2 weeks and today is the last day! WOO YEAH! But it not the last examination in my life. Upcoming next will be my O level Mother Tongue Language paper 1 and 2 which fall on 29 May. Got only one week break to rest.

Haix... examinations seem to play a very important part in every single students life and future. And after all, we just desperate for a good paper qualification and get a high paid job. Is that life? Perhap it is for many people. But not for me, i seem to be a lady just looking for happiness and enjoyment in life. I don't really aiming for a degree or even a higher education instead a diployma will be enough for me. I mean just for me. Lastly, i would like and perhap a MUST for me to get marry?! desire to have a understanding husband and a happy family. hehe..^-^ to have my own children and family... maybe thats is the kind of life and future i'm looking for...?! I feel that working so hard for a decade and only got to enjoy when you are old, thats not what i'm looking for... I prefer to have a happy family to a high class family which everyday had to work so hard to feed the family and its seem so hard for the family to meet up to have a good conversation and dinner. Why don't just have a simple life that filled with LOVE and CARE right?

I'm having a very happy family which i really wanted it to continue. Although sometime i feel it so old-fashion. kekes... >.~''' Papa alway wanted the whole family to have dinner together everyday no matter what happen, go out for family day every Sunday or whenever we are free, going for leisure if we can afford, spent time together just to slack and chit chat, watch television together, etc. It too many for me to mention... hahahaha... what i can say my papa is a very traditional thinking person.

Nonetheless, there are time where the whole family get affected. Things like finanace crisis and retrenchment. At times, i would also quarrel with my family members but after sometime, everything seem to be normal again. =)

Since now, my examination are currently over, i had decided to join hip hop lessons outside. I had been looking for it for quite sometime already. At last, i found one. I was very happy when i found that the time slot suit me. But the venue is TOO FAR. And the people in charge were not sincere enough. That make me really dissappointed. Thus, i have no choice as other studio and time slot don't suit me. I had to go for this studio instead... sad sial... (*.*) Anyway, i'm still considering it because i got a better studio introduced by friend. I REALLY LOVE DANCING! It is a way that i can express my emotions... DANCE IS LOVE! ("v") All i want to do now other than study is to dance dance dance and dance!!!

Nowadays, my stomach is killing me. It kept having pain which made me tears whenever it come. Sometimes, it so painful that i can't even sleep. Yet i have no choice because it a painful week for every single girl every month.

Ever since i'm taking examination, i haven got a good night sleep. I kept on and off during my sleep kanna disturb by nightmares and study. Tonight, i just hope to have an early sleep and to sleep well so that tomorrow i will could get up and go out with my group of friends to celebration two birthday boys birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY EE JUN & STEVEN! (^o^)

2006-05-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!

WOW! yummy yummy~

this photo was not well taken but the food was really delicious worx.

All finished.

Today went to AMK for dinner. A great dinner again. that mean i ate a lots again. i'm gaining weight man! argh! Anyway, we ordered crabs, prawns, fish, chicken, vegetables and dessert. really a lotss!! i like the fish and dessert the most. but i don't like crabs, not only its troublesome to eat, i also don't really enjoy eating. i do eat crabs but just don't like. Hehehe... >.<

When we reached home, my brother and i gave papa our own presents except meimei. But she hand make paper flowers for papa. so sweet. I brought a polo tee and a bottle of perfume for papa. Didi brought a tortise soft toy for papa. so cute. ^-^ i also gave mama her mother's day present, a bottle of perfume. WEEEEeeeeee!!! so SUPER HAPPY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA! I LOVE YOU! *SMACK*

2006-05-15T12:31:00.000+08:00

YEAH I'M DONE!

just went to brought papa and mummy presents. I brought a perfume for mummy and a perfume plus polo tee for papa. hahaha... love the lady perfume. Tomorrow is papa birthday le. going out for a great dinner. I'm really looking toward it, very excited too. WEE! >.^

coming up next is the class party and i got to headache for it again. Haix... then will be Father's Day then didi birthday. WAH! seem like i'm alway busy with all this stuffs?! dots...

2006-05-14T18:13:00.000+08:00

bored bored bored~

i'm bored to death now! nothing to do except to study study but i no feel lei. study at night lah...

erm... just called the hip hop lessons. The respond that i got was really frustrating. The schedule was changed without informing me, promise to call me within a week about the up coming lesson but fail to do so and services was bad. Really disappointing. =(( Maybe considering cancelling the lessons already.

BUT i now not bored already after watching this video! really nice! ALL THANKS TO ee jun lah... your fault!
currently watching this few video, very funny, intro by Ee Jun.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f6keevgU6-M&search=hard%20gay
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-aiHJgvlTu4&search=hard%20gay
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVrCi2ZfY7U&search=hard%20gay
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mFKpriH8s0g&search=hard%20gay

Victory hard gay!

2006-05-14T14:52:00.000+08:00

My busy weekend spent...

OMG! My papa car almost got smashed!

Lucky no one was hurt or any car got smashed... hahaha...

This was another place when two tree trunk were broken.

Early in the morning papa called me up again ( it alway like that on Saturday and Sunday ). We went to Changi for breakfast and lunch today. After having our lunch, we decided to go to changi beach for a walk so we went back to the car park to take the car.

And to our surprise, we saw this huge tree trunk landed around my papa vehicle. At first, we thought that our car got smashed. Luckily, its only the mini tree trunk and leave fall on papa car. HENG AR!!! If not we got to take public transport from Changi to Seng Kang man! PHEW...

When we reached the Changi Beach, the first thing i saw was another incident of broken tree trunk. Lastly, when we were on the wasy to Seng Kang there was an car accident at Pungool highway.

WOW! really so dao mei when its a rainy day.

Arr... finally i would like to reminisce about my weekend spent. On thruday night, my family nad i when to bai bai till mid-night 2plus then when to have super at AMK. On friday, went out the whole day for mother's day celebration. On saturday, stayed at home to rest and i slept almost the whole day long. hohoho. i'm really a pig man! LOL. On sunday, went to Changi. WOW! WOW! WOW! I had been slacking these few days man! so relaxing... no school, no homeworks! OH YEAH! BUT THAT EXAMINATION!!! I ALMOST FORGOTTEN MAN! argh shit... i have not revise on anything subjects yet... argh... LAZY AR!!!

2006-05-13T23:42:00.002+08:00

i'm still waiting for the call...

i'm really angry and sad now... i kept waiting for my hip hop lessons call but no one had called me yet! aRghh!! i really hope the lessons can start. The date is nearer but the studio still don't have enough participates.

Anyone interested can ask me for more information. Thank you.

2006-05-13T20:39:00.000+08:00

Yue Ding - sweet but sad

2006-05-13T01:45:00.000+08:00

To sisters,

aiyo, sisters not saying you lah... if i want to, i will say in front of you lor... you dont know my pattern meh? hahaha... ^-^

2006-05-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

MOTHER'S DAY celebration

on the way to Marina Bay for steam boat dinner...

this 5 mini crabs got me to queeue for very long till i swear sial...

two mummy were so enjoying! YUMMY YUMMY!

papa eat and eat... he ate the most man! he don't even wanted to go when everything had finished... ALM! greedy man!

WEE! someone steam boat got fire... wahahah... >.<
it was so hot and crowded till people got to stand and eat...

so many people...

on the way back...

these were the gifts my so called ' ah ma ' brought for my siblings and me from Korea.

Today my family and i went to Marina Bay to celebrate mother's day. We planned to celebrate early as papa said that it will be very crowded on mother's day. However, when we got there it was already damn crowded! we got to spent so much time to look for seats. Then when it was time for us to get food to eat, the food were like all gone. it were all so messy. Haix, i regretted for not choosing the further steam boat restaurant as i told papa that i haven try this restaurant before. This restaurant that we went to was in quite bad service that i told myself i will never eat in this resturant anymore. Firstly, there weren't enough food varity, there were not enough seafood, we had to queeue for many times for just little amount of food, we also had to cut the live crabs ourselves ( everything were not well prepared ), the service wasn't good and that were no deserts or fruits to eat after that! really poor resturant although with good reputation.

While we were eating there were a number of table that got there steam boat on fire. wahaha!!! it was so cool and i manage to snap a photo of it from one of the table. WEE... since it was so fun.. papa also wanted our steam boat to got fire. First he kept putting large amount of butter onto the area that were already over burn. Then me, at the side preparing my camara to snap the scene. However, after we waited for sometime it didn't burnt up but everthing was BLACK like charcoal. Haix... sad it didn't got fire so we decided to left lor.

When we were on the way to the parking lot, we saw this white man! OH NO! papa never put the coupons!!! sad to say we got fine but we were not the only one. There were a whole roll of cars that kanna.

Anyway, i have a lots of fun today. WEE!!! WEE!!!

By the way, i also haven brought anything for mummy. getting it this few days lor. coming up next is papa birthday... got to prepare for him too... so many celebration.. i going to be very busy and broke sial. then will be the class party. so many things to do!!!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY!!! I LOVE YOU! *SMACK* ( Although u love to nag at me everytime )

2006-05-11T21:26:00.000+08:00

true friendship?

no one can be trusted... especially the closer ones.
friends simply are so cunning.
ALL BITCHES!!! stop adding oil and salt into my bowl!

2006-05-11T14:43:00.000+08:00

DESPERATE FOR DANCE!

dancing at home...

its the natural me! wahahaha...

dancing till my last breathe...

2006-05-11T11:34:00.000+08:00

EXAMINATION!!!

hahaha... i have no confident for this mid-year exam because i'm very unprepare. I do things very last minutes and worst even till the very last minutes i also never study jui go for exam le. PRO ? hahaha.. perhap to prove my talent nia...

ya... i knew i woudn't do well, as i take it very lightly. i have no mood for exam at the moment. I HATE EXAM, TEST!!!! i predicted that i will fail my amath till i get single digit and other fail or heng heng just pass lor. The only confident subject now is my mother tongue but even with confident i wouldn't able to get a A2. Haix... sad sial... limited talent?

2006-05-11T10:37:00.000+08:00

ABOUT ME...

10 situations that made me ANGRY and SAD

Rank 1. being cheated

Rant 2. being betrayed

Rant 3. being scolded for nothing

Rant 4. spead rumors that are not true about me

Rant 5. failed tests and examination till very badly

Rant 6. couldn't finish examination paper

Rant 7. go shopping without enough cash

Rant 8. cerfew

Rant 9. cannot ton outside

Rant 10. hungry but nothing to eat

10 solutions

Rant 1. a listening ear that must understand and knows me well

Rant 2. go shopping to buy things that i wanted for very long and spent till i'm broke ( my record for spenting in a day - $250 )

Rant 3. eat and eat and eat till i'm full

Rant 4. dance in high and loud music till i sweat like hell

Rant 5. blogging

Rant 6. sleeping

Rant 7. jogging till i'm tired

Rant 8. go online and shouted out my frustation at people i don't know

Rant 9. cleaning my room or the entire house

Rant10. go oversea for leisure

2006-05-06T13:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17 BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE!

2006-05-05T23:16:00.000+08:00

YOU BETRAYER!!!

YOU KNEW WHO YOU ARE!
YOU ARE FARKING CLOSE TO ME!
YOU ARE TWO HEADED!
YOU ARE A LOUSY HYPORCIATE!
YOU WILL NEVER BE CLOSE TO ME ANYAGAIN!

OUR FRIENDSHIP END HERE... i had enough... i can't laugh when you were around, i can't be myself when i saw you, i simply hates you after you decided to left US!

2006-05-03T20:15:00.000+08:00

Pissed off!

wa kah! i'm really pissed off by S and others for so many times! i kept beared and beared! and you guys took me for grated! just because i'm not teacher favour anymore doesn't mean i'm not FOREVER!

just like today, the photos i decided to bring it home and not to leave in school as i'm giving the opportunity to take care of the photos which costed $100 plus... and i knew it not save to just leave it in school without the teacher notice. besides bringing it back, i also needed to do some arrangement for the photos at home... and farking you kept finding ways to tell me to leave it in school. i knew you don't like me holding onto the photos and reponsibility i was given.

Furthermore, you guys were jealous that why did teacher hand me every things but not you guys! just because you guys are teacher favour doesn't mean i don't have the opportunity to show off myself okey!!! There were many times that you guys kept spying on me... oie, i want to tell you guys that if you have the cheek to check on me and my every movement in the school, just do it in front of me and not behind my back!!! CORWARD DOGS!

2006-04-29T13:29:00.000+08:00

so dao mei!!!

my living room television when give out smell and noisy sound after the internal thingy bursted!

my papa car that got hit by don't know who when he park his car at his work place...

the person who hit the car ran off without any apologise! wa kah!

papa got caught by a traffic police last Sunday...

It so bad luck! My family are going on some kind of unlucky life now! First of all, my papa got caught by a traffic police last sunday when we went for our family day. Then just yesterday, my papa car got hit by someone vehicle at his work place car park who ran off after that... and now my parents are very furious about the irresponsible person as papa was not around when this accident occurred. But that not all, yesterday my living room 41 inch huge television bursted and lack out smell and noise! papa say maybe it because our family had the habit of switching on the television for long hours and caused this to happen. The internal thingy bursted and almost got burned! LUCKILY, i was fast enough to notice it before the whole television bursted and burned into pieces...and cause the whole house to burn...??? i really can't image what will happen next... Furthemore, my mama, didi and meimei are SICK! really damn sick especially my didi vomitted blood from his mouth! he had went to see doctor for twice already and now he feeling better. As for me, i was also affectted because i'm feeling weak.

currently also not getting well with my sisters... from 4 to now 3 then 2 then 1 ?! just hoping to talk things out. As for me, i have a very short-temp personality who can burst anytime anywhere. sometime when my mood swing goes to over, i scold anyone around me... hais...

okie lah i think that all for today, no mood to continue... bye going for a nap. Night.

2006-04-25T15:50:00.000+08:00

I'M IN THE WORLD OF DANCE...

They were so cool - Funkamania XII Indidolls
( one of them is my friend, one of the pro dancer i know. )

They were so cute - Funkamania XI NRA Addictive

2006-04-24T18:43:00.000+08:00

Korea Singapore Dance Project presents Late Night Tales Crew

2006-04-24T00:25:00.000+08:00

PUSSYCAT DOLLS - BEEP

2006-04-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

IF WOMEN CONTROLLED THE WORLD...

" MAKE ANOTHER WOMEN'S DAY, AND SHARE THE SMILES "

This is a mail i received from a friend...

2006-04-23T13:09:00.000+08:00

changed blog skin

i had just changed my blog skin because all of you told me that you all cannot view the background at all... you guys just saw photobucket everywhere... hahaha... okie now changed to a more simple one, eailer to view, more clearer... Hope you guys can view now... =))

2006-04-22T01:03:00.000+08:00

My last performance in this schooL ...

TWINS!

my breakdancing...

posing left and right... hahas...

i'm helping junior putting on make up...

Mrs Tan helping me... hahas...

hungry dancers...

Juniors are setting up their hair...

a short brief after the performance...

Oh YEAH!!! time to go home...

taking photo while waiting for time to pass...

its so long before we started...

WOW! i like this!!!

aren't we cool?

cool + cute...

snap shot of us jumping...

after setting our heavy make up... in front are our teachers-in-charge.

we just love dancing...

dance rawk!

COMPASSVALE SECONDARY SCHOOL - 6TH SPEECH DAY

Its my very last performance in this school already. REALLY MISS IT! i really enjoyed myself! Hiphip huray!!! Although i can't dance so much for the next few months becasue of my o level examination, i will still dance on my own. i wanted to find a intructor that teaches hip pop, jass breakdancing, etc after my o level. i WANT! I LOVE DANCING! dancing all day long... its let me have a sense of satifaction.

2006-04-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

Rehearsal Day

dancers need huge mirror to put on heavy make up!

one of our teacher-in-charge, Mrs Tan helping us with make up...

our china intructor - the third dance intructor in this school so far...

3 of us doing bar stretching at mini studio...

our style!

in pose! acting smart!

OMG! its so blur...

pose pose and pose... i looked so fat in this photo...

Yesterday we had a full dress rehearsal and it suck! the seniors group did very badly and we had only less than a week to sub into the juniors dance. it so last minutes thingy. We practiced again and again until i injured myself very badly that i couldn't bend my left leg but now its better. our actual performance is this Friday and we seem to be very unprepare. hope we could do well. having rehearsal again tomorrow. so tired...

2006-04-15T21:45:00.000+08:00

look at the kangeroon on the new!!!

2006-04-12T18:32:00.000+08:00

Speech Day

Today and only today then i was informed that i'm dancing for the coming speech day which is on 21 April! it next friday! By the right the dance should be performed by the juniors but after 2 months of practices, many of them still can't mastered the steps. So the seniors were called back. Then during the afternoon, we had practiced till died ar... we jump, high kick, hold, turn and turn... so many kichs and jumps till we can't breathe! tired leh! and so painful, having muscleache now! anyway i still can master most of the steps lah... tml having practice until 10pm!!! so late... then got to come back on friday and saturday for practices but not comfirm yet... haix actually going out on this two days de but now think have to cancel le... =((

LOVE

My class guys mention all this honest and funny sercets yesterday...
- help each other during examination
- go canteen just to see the girls for 3 times
- console the girls when they were down
- smack the boys butts and smell!
These were all just minority of their sercets, there are more but wasn't enough time for them to say all...

HATRED

- hyprocrite --> helpful just because wanted everyone to like you
- attitude --> acting as if you are always right
- went off --> thinking that we are idiots and mixed with smartie
- copycat --> since you are so smart why still take so many models
- lier --> went out with ugly just to win her and gain more GUYS attention
- attention sickers --> if you like it so much, quit schooling
- wealthy --> know you are one but why show off
People that are around me...

2006-04-11T18:47:00.000+08:00

POSE POSE and POSE!

This is my naughtest sister in her SYF costume.

nice posing mei!

nice lighting!

this is call bridge.

My sister and me.

Mummy and mei mei.

2006-04-10T18:53:00.000+08:00

Regratted

feeling a bit of regratness that i brought my handphone so early. Now got a new model! Nokia 3250! that beatiful man.. got 2 megapixel camera with 4X digital zoom, twist to access phone - camera or music functions instantaneously, 3.5mm industry-standard audio jack for your stereo headset and 512MB MicroSD card. so GOOD! My handphone bill came again... each time the bill is forever so expensive! Thus i never use that much! heard from my friends that M1 alway cheat money de! aRghhhh!!! really ma ti liao ar... i still got 2 more long years to go... =((

2006-04-06T19:43:00.000+08:00

DANCE DANCE AND DANCE . . .

Just came back from my dance pratice. The practice today was very high man! We were all like crazy.. jumping and shaking everywhere! hehehe... C0OL! also learned new dance steps - ballet and hip pop. My juniors ( sec1-3 ) will also be performancing at sentosa - musical fountain in July. They will be representing Singapore and there will aslo be other schools performancing. WEE! I also want to DANCE!!! but i'm so busy with my homework and other stuffs! i have also asked if i can perform... the teacher say if i can copy with my study, she don't might. so for the time being i will be the reserve one lor... sobsob... bo bian lah... better than nothing lor... who ask me having my o level this year. Haix... it so unfair... juniors alway got so many outdoor performancing chance. I ALSO WANT!!!

Last night i finally mastered my baby freeze and my float very steadily. Hip hip huray!!!

WOW!!!woooo... today the 2.4 run was cancelled due to the wet weather! Yeah!

2006-04-03T18:43:00.000+08:00

2006 - sec 5B Formal picture

2006 - sec 5B Fun one picture

2006 - sec 5B Fun two picture

2006 - Graduration classes

Above are the class photos that we took this year - 2006! Enjoy laughing at our lame faces! wahaha!!!

my heart beats went crazy!

Today i finally decided to step in first. and my heart beats really went so fast that i shvered while holding onto my pen, i could not do my work at that moment. haha.. so pethetic! But it was only because of school work.. haix.. nevermind i'm still trying!!! need prepare hor friends! >.< anyway i'm very happy that i eventually dare to speak up after so many months so cold.. showing cold isn't the solution to problems right? kekex..

ALL THE BEST TO ME!

2006-04-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

mood swing swing

Nowsaday, mood swing very badly... throwing fire everywhere...
but just can't say it out...

tml YY invit me to church again. But i can't go because tml papa say have to go bai bai my grandparents. very early have to wake up.

i'm also not happy with the class... it seem to have lots of hyporciate in my class... HELL!!! i have been trying so hard to collect money from 40 idiots and ended up you all just used it to buy whatever you guys want without even tell me before plan! and before that ask me to plan thing and never use! simply think you all are smart. don't try to take me for granted. i have already plan everything still June and last minutes wanted to change my plan! f.... i can't stand it already! aRghhhh!!!

hope the coming week will be a joyful one.